沉迷: to be engrossed, to be absorbed with, to lose oneself in, to be addicted to...
贫穷: poor, impoverished...
刷新: to renovate, to refurbish, to refresh (computer window), to write a new page (in history), to break (a record)...
渴望: to thirst for, to long for...
外向: extroverted (personality), (economics etc) export-oriented...
说真的: to tell the truth, honestly, in fact...
憋: to choke, to stifle, to restrain, to hold back, to hold in (urine), to hold (one's breath)...
混乱: confusion, chaos, disorder...
枪毙: to execute by firing squad, to shoot dead, to discard, to get rid of...
燃放: to light, to set off (firecrackers etc)...